Portfolio, Music, and 5AwesomeGays

First things first, I have not been able to write a blog (not that anyone knows that) becuase I have been SRESSED OUT about Porfolio. I haven't had much of a life in awhile, because this Portfolio determines if I pass 8th Grade at my Performing and Fine Arts Charter School, and if I don't pass I can't go to school there for High School. Let me explain the reasoning of why I can NOT go to a diffrent highschool. Being as this is a Charter School we are all "Stuck up rich kids", going to a diffrent school would be scary. Charter is much diffrent from other schools so we often have that Steriotype tacked on all of us. Even if it doesn't apply to everyone. Well my portfolio was today and I messed up a few times but HOPEFULLY I passed. I find out  Tuesday :/

Next, I guess I will talk about Music. Just becuase I have been obsessing over music lately. Basically, the kind of music I listen to is music I can dance to. I don't mean like "school dance" type dancing. I mean contemporary. Obviously concidering I am a contemporary/jazz dancer... My top 3 (contemporary/jazz songs are
1) Walking on Air - Kerli
2) Mad World - Gary Jules
3) The Dog Days are Over - Florance and the Machine

Lately though, I can't get enough of Joseph Birdsong! I know every word in "Look who's laughing now" "You & Me" and all of his other songs on his Disneykid1 youtube channel! I even know all of the words to his random raps he puts in the video's where he doesn't know what to do :) I'm not a stalker shut up...

Joseph Birdsong brings up my last point. Today is the very last day of 5AwesomeGays. Yes, I'm very depressed. I only cryed once surprisingly. It was Tyler Oakley's video last week when he started crying. I didn't know Tyler knew how to cry ;) Well either way, It made me super depressed so watching this weeks video's were really hard for me. I hesitated before clicking play on all of them. I've watched 5AG for so long now and whenever I was sad, in a bad mood, or stressed, I'd go and watch Michael or Korey or Johnee or Joe or Tyler and I'd be instantly happy and calm. I understand and repect that they want to leave, but that doesn't mean I want them to. I <3 you guys :)